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My world is dieing inside of me,

yet I can't do anything to fix it.

The heart being torn apart,

everytime a memory comes back.

Its killing me to let this happen,

but I let the tears fall.

The walls I once let down for you,

are closing me inside the darkness.

My eyes searching for something,

a piece of me hidden deep inside.

The hurt piling up on my heart,

the knife driving deeper and deeper.

Everyone I loved and trusted once,

have been pushed away from me.

Walls building inside my head,

can't ever open them again.



These are the last tears I cry,

no more living in hurtful times.

I'm free from myself again,

hiding apart of me in the walls,

carefully protecting my soul.

No one can find the knife,

to make me bleed again.

If someone finds a way inside,

they tread lightly on my heart.

Once the knife is in my soul,

there's hell to pay.

Stab my heart,

end its screaming.

Rip my eyes out,

end their crying.

Slash my throat,

to end my yelling.



The love I had for you,

is burning my soul to pieces.

I should have listened,

listened to everyone warn me.



I'm tired,

tired of the pain.

My eyes,

filled with hatred.

Spirits of strength,

dragons and tigers to let me live.



Stab my heart,

end its screaming.

Rip my eyes out,

end their crying.

Slash my throat,

to end my yelling.



These are the wishes,

for hearts of pain.

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darklessons
14:08 Aug 19 2008

((((hugs you so tite))))

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LadyChordewa
23:53 Aug 19 2008

You will survive dearest...and learn from the pain you are feeling. *hugs*

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DeirdreL
23:33 Aug 26 2008

the pain you hold will teach you, and prepare you. You can never get used to pain, but you know what to expect now. *hugs* I wish there was something i could do for you. You are strong, i could never go through this pain with Matt... never.

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snakecarmer
23:01 Apr 29 2009

i like it your poem reminds me of my life alot of them do

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